I'm not sure how many people actually read my blog lately. Seems facebook has taken over! Nobody seems to be updating them as they would have before. I'm going to keep writting anyway.
We're heading to Saint John this weekend. Well actually leaving home around 12:30 today. We're spending the night with Graham and Lynaya (Wes' cousin) and tomorrow will hopefully be going to the big flea market in Sussex. We went last year and it was crazy! Hopefully we can find some good this year. It's calling for rain though, 80% chance! Oh well, maybe we'll try to brave it out anyway!
I'm been thinking a lot lately. About friendship. I know, I'm 28 years old and why I am going on about friendship. I've been questioning some lately and I hate doing that. Do I say screw it and not bother with it or do I try to dig and see what the root of it all is. My emotions have been running wild (most of you know why) so maybe this is just a part of it. But when certain instances happen you can't help but question. I'm not sure what I have done to deserve this, maybe I shouldn't know and just go on with things. Hard to say. If I leave it as is, go on my own way, will we ever be friends again or am I loosing out. Is it worth the effort? My thoughts right now is saying screw it and move on with my life. We've got some big things coming up that I'm so excited about. Who needs people that really aren't there for you. I really don't know. I don't know what I've done to deserve the treatment that's been had.
Oh well enough ranting. I don't think anyone reads this anymore, not that I really care anyway. Just wondering what kind of comments I may receive back. Maybe they will see that it truly does bother me. Maybe they won't. I'm hoping they do.
Hopefully in the next month I'll be able to babble on and on about our news.
Take Care all...
my world, my life, my love
8 comments:
I love you ARRAH-LEE....and your emotions are in full tilt........You are going to see that with a little one comming into your fantastic life, the outside world becomes a blur...soon enough you won't have time to even think about these things because the only thing on your mind is wondering when the next time you will be able to sleep a full night or even take a shower with any interuptions......Life is about to change and believe me all for the good...and Good friends are always there and no matter what...the goods ones will be there whether you talk to them everyday or once a month..or only on the computer..true friends are for life and understand even when sometimes you don't.....if something has to be that much effort then it probably wasn't meant to be....friendships should be effortless and forgiving.....have a great weekend...and love you....
Just do what your heart sais...never mind everything else...it's about you, your husband and your soon to be new Baby!! Yay! And me of course...lol But seriously though...no worries, who cares! Forget it...and get to boogying! There's only so much room in your heart, the people who are already there are set...save some room for your future! *muah*
hey girl....I hope that things are ok...I think of you often, and wish that I was closer. we'll talk soon....
love you!
Thanks guys, no your all going to make me cry!! I appreciate your support cause god knows I need it. I just wish everyone was closer!
Miss ya lots and lots!! xoxoxo
Arrah...I hope you're doing alright. You're in my thoughts chiquita!! xo
We are always there for you...everyone loves Arrah lee......remember that......!!!...
Hey Arrah, I just want you to know you're a great girl, and although we were never real close, I think about you often...especially now!! Like Myah said soon enough you won't even have time to worry about that kinda stuff and your real friends will be there always no matter where they are. Hang in there and I hope all is well besides...xoxo
Hi Arrah,
Sorry I haven't been around lately. Sounded like you were going through a bit of a hard time there. I hope you feel better now. Friends are funny sometimes. I have lost contact with so many people its hard to feel like I have close friends anymore. It can feel a bit lonely by times. I hope things have gotten better and your now thinking about better things.
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